tour, tour & tour.

Today is thursday, and it it 8.41am right now, this very minute. I've a very heavy heart at the moment and i dont know why yet so dont ask me why. I just looked through my chatbox and found winnie dropping by, which really did mess with my mood a little. IT DOESNT mean anything bad, incase you were thinking the other way, its just because i miss times with all of my classmates, schoolmates and friends... SO BADLY!

我们的故事不能忘

太多的回忆和希望

不管它有多疯狂

我愿意一生收藏

我们的故事真难忘

太多的情节要发展
不要放 弃
因为有一天

缘分会继续

我知道你寂寞

一个人确实好难过

相片充满诱惑

不坚定就容易犯错

你是否看得见未来的收获

你愿意再耐心等候~

singing this song makes me wanna cry. to all form5 students of CHMS, 2007. though i didnt really know most of you well, but i really do miss school days. its where we grew up together. Actually, i secretly wish that we will all meet in MD this march. but, lets keep our fingers cross and pray for me to pass MALAY!! lol. my malay sucks, no doubt about it. heheh. DONT LAUGH okay, its not funny. but i dont really plan to go MD though..

im Only interested in LAW and TOURISM, and im currently working on the 2nd one. :) i dont really know where the road's going to lead me to, but.. all roads lead to roads! so, to everyone, including me ofcourse. dont linger to the past, whats gone will be gone and never comes back, so, why not look forward to the future and do something BIG, HUMONGOUS and make EACH AND EVRYONE of those people out there REMEMBER US!

i remember seeing this paper in Qilah's place, where she had it stuck to the wall.

" Hard work leads to SUCCESS and SUCCESS will make me a SOMEBODY"

at that moment, at that minute, at that second, at that blink of an eye, you could say.. i was MOTIVATED. yea, everyone wants to become somebody and that doesnt excludes me! i WANT to bacome SOMEBODY known world wide, i use to dream of being a superstar, and well, i very well know dreams will be dreams.. i dont have the look, the body, the charm, the smile. AIYA, i just dont have everything that a SUPERSTAR is suppose to have, so years ago, i've already setted that MISSION IMPOSSIBLE aside. :) working hard is more like it, you dont have to dream. because you DO IT.

eeee! the lyrics not readable i think, right? shucks. oh well. you can search for this song and its lyrics online, named 'HANDS CLEAN'. nice. very nice.

and then here's my tour shedule till err.. till the end of this month. hehehe. THIS AFTERNOON i have another tour and im still kinda nervous, i know i suck la, dont say it out ma. HAHAHAH. my heart is beating very fast right now and.. i forgot to bring my jacket, since when i dint know, i started to get very very afraid of the cold. the coolness maybe okay for you, but its not okay for me. btw, did i mention? the first day i came to work till yesterday i had always brought my THICK black jacket with me and today i didnt bring anything which is quite forgetful of me. sheesshh. Luckily we're not having 4seasons in brunei, else i think, i might get FROSTBITES.

see, here's my sched. still the same, its the purple one. :) teehee. so im not gonna be free today, sat 8pm onwars and sunday ending at 4. then 21st, monday, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31. see? so thats how im gonna spend the rest of my first month of 2008. work work and work., the worst thing is.. have you noticed? its all on weekends.. == too bad i guess, taking up all my time where i neednt come back to the office. i just got burnt on the tongue from my stupid super hot milo. LOL its all hot water cuz im feeling very cold. SIGH~

now see here, i was so bored i took a picture of my desk in the office. hehehe. see, this is me on blogger. LOL and my flat screen comp, SAYANG isnt mine. and the freakishly old looking keyboard. HAHAHHA. and there's my pen stand, with all the stationeries and my calendar. see the yellow boxes? i cancelled them with my highlighter. expecting the month to be over soon and too, hoping CNY will be over soon as im gonna be busy through whole CNY if you've read my previous posts. so. friggin' shit. HAHAHA lets hope it turns out better when the result is out ey? hehhe. get what i mean? :)

see i brought out something new. HAHAHA. HER and ME. like it? LOL i have a thing for ugly pictures, if you havent heard. hehehe! DAMN ugly~ but who cares? the important thing is WE"RE HAPPY! and then the HK tourguide, the guy asked when he saw this pic 'li go hai bin ko ah? hai m hai wendy ah?' 'hai ah' 'heh? gam cau yong geh?' HAHAHAH then i blurted out laughing! LOL couldnt help it. he was too funny. btw, thats in CANTO, if you wanna know what it means... DONT ASK ME. watch more TV! hehehehe.

i dontknow what to say anymore for today, soooooo. well, ask me what you wanna know and i'll try my best in answering your questions in my blog! LOVE LOVE~~