seriously, lets drop this.
im tired. i wasnt actually angry bout it, just quite upset at it. By deleting the entry its not like i lost. we're winners. me and her. both of us are. Im happy that she wasnt an obstinate person and she willingly apologized and so did i.
i'm immature at times, but jr and wendy know wahts with it and whats with me. cuz they know me. they dont push me into war, they pull me back to peace. for that i thank them very very very much.
to the others : please do not curse for her to be dead. i did so that day thats cuz i'm the damn kind of 冲动派, and i do not wish to spread this fever. i got a little ill when she accused me doing what i never did.
im not a loser. all i wanted from her was a simple apology. and yeah she gave me what i want. so i have no further reasons to continue being angry over nothing. once again i wanna proclaim that all i wanted was an apology, no war.
i do not wanna go out with people pointing at me "hey thats the girl from ***'s blog proclaiming that she lip sync-ed". That sucks, simply sucks. and now i do not want you guys to go out there and still talking bout her. i seriously know how that feels.
i've been through it for the half of my life and i do not want that to ever happen to me again. Jr's stuff, some of you know. When win and me ..... that time, some of you know, when pl's stuff, you guys also know. there've been so many misunderstandings in my life and hurted our relations.
if i was her i would be sure that i wouldnt want people to curse me that i would get rape or get hit by a car. although i always dont watch the road and go langgar the kereta. HAHAH. the car did not hit me, i hit the car, how teruk is that you tell me? and i seriously think, in brunei, raping wont happen lor, or maybe it would, but it doesnt really stand a big chance to happen. the brunei, the abode of peace.
and well, i actually asked for her number from someone. without five minutes that someone terus replied in not even 5 minutes, fast hor?! i wanna thankyou too dear, you're always there when i need you. :)
yeah i tried to call nobody answered. i dont bite, im not that kind to scream my ass off over the phone and scold like !@#$%^&* that kind, i dont talk that way. so no worries, i only talk that way to my BF. hahaha. (kinda sucks to be him).
okay lets get back to the main topic, this is over and i will no longer comment about anything about her nor how i feel towards this and all.
if nobody told me i would never knew too, would i? :) i dont think i need to further explain myself to any of you out there. you are who you are i am who i am. i might not be as loveable as winnie, but she loves me and thats it.
WINNIE I LOVE YOU!!
and thanks for telling me bout the blog & all, standing up fpr me, and even got angry for me, how many ppl can do that? and i knew how much you guys were worried bout me cuz im DANG emotional & cry over nothingness always.
once again i apologize to "you",
its over. im over it, everyone is.
P/s : my pathetic remote blog just become pathetically famous coz of that very entry, thanks to the readers of winnie. LOL and now, back to being a remote blog.
back to being bout me & being about the boring days.
dull.. like the graph shown when someone's dead. LOL.
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and just got over my exams as well.
YEYPI~~
i only got to sleep for 3hours cuz i had to pia for my exams,
Singapore, im coming to get you baby~
we're all in this together. =D
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