i didnt bring something again, so as you can see, its a post with no pics.
im currently having a bad mood, neh you can't say its bad, just a little.. well, affected?
i suddenly have a strong VERY STRONG feeling that i need more friends.
HAHAHA. what for? i don't know. i'm feeling quite bored out with my current lifestyle, i need a HUGE CHANGE. how huge?
if you're wondering & asking, i can tell you. i'm dreaming of all my UN-essential needs, just WANTS, not NEEDS.
here i list them.
1) LABTOP - Sony VAIO CR35
- i feel suddenly, that, all of THEM, you guys know who i'm reffering to, all have their own. i FEEL THAT i should not be left-out. ( I hate loneliness.) So, i shall get myself one as soon as possible.
2) A NEW PHONE. - LG KF600
- i don't really like any other phone other than nokia, but this LG phone brought me a whole different sensation, the reason i want it is, im gonna own a prima line & easi line from now on! I will no longer suffer from over use of easi-cards! HAHAHA.
3) FRIENDS.
-i need MORE friends, NEW friends, TRUE friends. i don't know, i just have a sudden feeling that i don't own enough friends, so i shall be making approach to MANY PEOPLE (i used to think its not really important to have lots of friends) just to make friends, im not godzilla, no worries. *wink*.
4) a NEW HEADER for my blog
- something new, something old, something borrowed, SOMETHING takened by baby.J & very Jenny-ish.
Easy leh~ lols. thats all i want. if you're smart enough, you can actually see that its what i want for my bday. MUAHAHAHAHA. gila.
i just read through chloe's. figured i can do something like THAT also. So, im doing it.
Just got through a huge breakdown, nearly broke-up with my beloved-15-days-to-2years-babe. Why? i was being impulsive & brainless & bloody 任性 again. I cried my heart out and woke up with swollen eyes, which mom said
"see la, no work then sleep sleep sleep, sleep till eyes swollen la."
= , =
i cried, think, cried think. and then suddenly, tears stopped. i think'ed' it through.
why? I figured - single isnt a bad thing wah. why the shit am i crying for this bastard who always makes me cry?
But, you know la, i think only, say only, never do one. HAHAHA.
lazy to further explain what happened as it all came out of stupidity, we are okay again.
but im trying to keep my distance now. don't too close la, so next time when things happen again, i wont even cry a tear. Easier.
i was really disappointed to find that XX was XXXXXXXXXX for XXXX's thing. WITH XX. i was like........ XXX?! i know many of you may not get what im trying to say la, with all the 'X'es.
hahaha, but nvm.
that day when i was really crazy, i texted my sis. itold her if any position in her company is available, i will fly over & take over. im sick of the shit here. (but there are sweet friends that i love still).
she asked me to just hold on and that she'll get back to me. i'm still waiting now and hopefully i get over there soon. there are too many things that i wanna forget here. i hope life would be good there. =D (well, other than money prob i hope?) so if they hire me, im gonna pass my letter, im just gonna be working part time and then i will be getting in to school next year. NICE PLAN. geh-la. XD
i just got 3 of my tooth plucked yesterday. SHIT! im toothless. i seriously hope that the toothfairy grants me back my tooth. LOL. suddenly, i miss cow & chicken, the stupid cartoon. LOL.
i hereby end my silly & pointless post.
love xxxxxxx.
