Really crap. i LOST my CAMERA!!!! and sh*t i dont know where i lost it i dont even know how i lost it. This really sucks. Its been two days since Baby J's left my life and i still can't get over it. Boo-Hoo.
I'm still looking everywhere for its whereabouts. BABY J! COME BACK TO MUMMY! I MISS YOU DAMN LOADS!!!
Poop, isnt it. Its just PURE POOP. Poopy day. Poopy camera left me. Just when i was planning everything so nicely, I was thinking of getting NDS or PSP this month end (either one, cuz ima gonna get BOTH) greedy leh! and then still having debts of B$500.00 waiting to be settled and now im all tangled up, my plan's messed!
Ahwell...... My WHITE SHINY PURPLE BLINGING CAMERA IS GONEEEEEE!!!!!! So ima have to get a new one. Should i still go for the same one anyways? I dont think so. But i want pretty PINK or PURPLE or or .. COMMON COMMON white. :)
Anyways, these days when i get online, people ask me.. "BONG, you getting married?"
Here i just wanna say .. Yeah, right. AS IF! Im not gonna get married so early la~ im not gonna commit suicide you know. I love life although it sucks at times but its still good?
I have a VERYYYY DREAMY dream. Well lets put it this way. Its just some kind of fantasy.. fer me i guess.
If ima gonna get married, my REQUIREMENTS will be as follows :-
- Must be TALL! at least 180cm?
(cuz im coming to 170 and i DO NOT want my BF to be short! and i wanna wear 3inch heels when i go out with him so he has to STILL be taller than me when i wear heels, JR is definitely SHORTER than me when im wearing heels, TERUK!)
- Must be good-looking leh, cannot ugly, i need to see you everyday where can not KACAK right?
i have this very funny but romantic thinking. if i get married, i will wanna be married EVERY ANNIVERSARY to the same guy but in different places. I wanna go honeymoon with him every once in awhile to reminisce the passion & love that used to burn so greatly. so yeah, i guess.. that's about it.
Ohyeah, The guy must be EITHER filthy rich OR a very GOOD COOK! See, im a 1/4 VEGEtarian so if he will wanna drink chicken soup or what, i WILL NEVER DO IT! killing is sinful, so HE must do it lo! He can be " COOK of the house (housewife as well) " and im gonna be the one who's working.
Surely i will look for high-wage job la! (and if you're wondering. IM GONNA GO STUDY. No more looking down on me!
or or.. He can be Filthy RICH! so i can go shopping everyday instead of rotting to death by working & staying at home being a full-time momma. (in this case, about the food.. AHMA will be good, dontcha think?)
And i like kiddies, i will ONLY wanna have TWO! one boy one girl. Even if both also BOY or BOTH also GIRL, i can adopt! BUT i will not clean "IT'S" diapies or sayang him/her when IT cries cuz very annoying & im sure if im super bo mood i will hit IT. So i guess. ahma take care. Im only for bringing IT shopping feeding IT food and cuddling IT when in a good mood.
LOL im a teruk mommy, i can even foretell my own future, cool NOT?
p/s : i CURSE WHOEVER GOT MY CAMERA. DIE DIE DIE! (except family & friends)(but if friends, by all means DONT WANNA RETURN, also DIE DIE DIE!!!
