After one and a half month of being here, I still don't think I belong.
Something is missing. Though I'm quite used to school & the hostel now..
A BESTFRIEND is missing. Sure, I have a number of friends if you DO want to put it like that.
But what I really need is not talking crap and laughing around and being pretentious or whatever. I'm still not ready to take that MASK down yet. Maybe I haven't met HIM/HER yet. Whoever my best buddy will be.
And so, Im still trying to eprsuade MISS WENDY INTO COMING HERE. She's considering, but there are some problems lah. If she comes, I WON'T EVER FEEL LIKE I DON'T BELONG ANYMOREEEEEE!
She's my life, my love, kinda like my everything. Cuz she cares!
She's a great listener, good advisor, best friend, good cook, smart ass, my soul.
and MOST importantly, she's the only one I can ever open my heart up to, though there are times we argue, we quarrel.. we fight. But we're fine.
The problems mostly comes from me. I know I can be a BIT TOO SWINGY some times..
I'm sorry and I love you.
I need Some real friends.
I really do.....
JR i need you TOO.
Lucky for me i'm going home in 12days.
See you all then.
BOOK YOUR TIME.... NOW!
LOVEEEE.
