Tuesday, June 16, 2009

it WILL be different.

I always start by apologizing for how my blog is lacking of updates and stuff. and how i will VERY VERY SOON blog. I've lost alot of viewers but I don't really care.

I've been busy and yes i'm back in KL, well to be exact i'm in Selangor. I went back home for about a week or so and now i'm back back, here. To rot in this living hell. Its not as bad as it sounds, maybe i just like to exaggerate. HAHA!

There are actually some stuff that I like, and dislike..

I like how I get to be alone.
I like the fact that I'm living on my own now, e.g washing my own clothes, my own dishes, etc.
I like knowing that I've become more independent.
I like how I can have the room on my own since my roommate isn't always around.
I like my new life here. (parts of it)

I start seeing how bad I can be.
I'm starting to hate myself.
I'm looking for a turning point.
I promised myself I would be different this time..

I hope it works.

Keep your fingers crossed and i'll see you soon.