feeling abit weird today, don't know whats up with my f-ed up mood.
LALALALALALALALA.
i missed class at 8 this morning, went to college at 1030am in the morning to make sure help has arrived. lol
went queueing outside A&B to pay electricity and water, and how great, the number just wont budge.
i was just ONE freaking number away from the one shown on the screen and i saw no one inside, but they just won't call my number, wtf is with the slowwwwwwwwww-ness?
a weird guy began walking around, just after kat left and i told her 'eyh, hot guy.'
the 'hot guy' turned out to be NOT-SO-HOT. urgggghhh.
anyways, long story short, he asked if he could sit beside me and start asking me weird questions and for my number. he said we could have lunch 'tomorrow'. wtf. go away please?
i wonder if he has any eye problem cos i look super gross today, that's why i left coll early when i actually planned to leave at 2, can't tahan the gross-ness.
been eye-ing someone for quite sometime, but i just don't think i'll ever try to approach him or hope for him to approach me, though i always say 'shuaige, faster ask for my num..' or stupid crap liddat. cos i kinda think that.. good things are meant to be watched from afar.
cos you'd kinda picture him/her as the perfect somebody, but what if he turns out to be the exact opposite? so i prefer to keep a distance and just keep on dreaming. cos its just pure admiration, and i don't wanna 'po mie zi ji de huan xiang'. PLUS! i don't need trouble as a friend, lalalalala trouble is a friend! lenka's song.
like HIM, somehow i want him so badly, but when he gets closer, i just feel like running away..
what's up with this stupid feeling. maybe i'm just not ready?
when he starts to pull away, i get messed up cos i don't want the distance to grow.
shat. i hate how im feeling.
but i think i'll just stay single for some time..
nobody want lah, plus, i'm not ready. i still want wkj. (if he comes back?) HA-HA. stupid.
as of now, i really don't know what i want.
maybe i should quit worrying and go with the flow, but.. i'm never the kind of person that goes with the flow. CRAP LAH. wendylim, i need you!
in deep shit.
xoxo,
JennyB
