to some bloggers , it doesn't really matter if anyone is reading nor following their blog .
it's just a public diary . =)
and people who are reading , if you choose to read , then shut up , you shouldn't be so opinionated with the way other people live their lives , or judge them , cos you don't know them . not that it has anything to do with me . :D
I only read blogs OR blog when i'm extremely bored , to the point where i really don't wanna check facebook , or play my sim3 or watch my dramas or movies . It's like once in a blue moon that i actually go see what's going on on people's blogs . It's a place where , when i miss my friends , i can go check what they've been up to , and know how they've been .
June is really really near now , and I'm gonna be home soon .
I don't really think it makes a difference as to whether i'm in KL or Brunei I guess .
I may not know alot of people in KL besides my classmates and schoolmates , but i feel free-er here , mom and dad doesn't nag cos they don't know what i'm doing . Though i really only just stay at home here . Actually i kinda enjoy just sitting and doing nothing , my friend's lifes here are .. not really that interesting , i guess ? I'm not so sure . Boyfriend and girlfriends are all back home though . I feel like i'm getting more and more independent and that I don't really tell them alot of stuffs anymore , and there's really not much to talk about . I do miss them though .
love is what makes family . (:
I called my mom yesterday , we talked about quite a hand full of stuffs , and my elder brother too . Mom said if i've decided to just take the external programme for degree in law then I can start in August if i choose to , but it's really stressful . Thinking of the stress just makes me soooo .. tired sometimes , mentally . Then she passed the phone to my elder brother , we're kinda close in some ways cos we can talk about everything and anything . He says if i really feel tired then maybe i should just stop and rest for awhile and just start next year , he's just sooo sweet yes ?
I used to really thought college life would be interesting and fun blahblahblah . But , it's not really as good as i thought . Maybe it's my friends , maybe it's the programme i'm in , maybe i'm just too lazy . I haven't been involved in any events as far as you and i are concerned , and haven't really been that hip as i was back in high school . Oh well , maybe we're just all getting older . I'm seriously aging . and the sound of that word - aging .. is really depressing . GAH !
exams are near . one more week .
Time is running out .. help . =(
With all your love and support , i shall be strong . I know as long as i'm still fighting , you'll still be there for me . We don't need to be together 24/7 to know what we're both thinking , we haven't been in contact either , But true friendship never wilts , and we're still gonna be there for each other , always , forever . we promised , right ? i love you , wendy lim . Thanks for being friends with such a jerky friend , i wasn't always the best of the best , but you always understood , for whatever reasons , you were always there . Thank you for being the most awesome friend throughout all the good and bad .
BFFS , forever and ever .
i love you always .
you're sick , get well soon .
xoxo babygirl .
boyfriend , i love you !
