so that's what I'm going to do .
Good Evening .
why it isn't - HAHAHA kidding .
I just found out I always blog only when I'm missing someone badly - either home / friends / bf .
OR when someone pisses me off , or just when I'm bored and getting all emo lalala .
And most of my posts are . Just me trying to define myself . Up til now I still can't get a proper hold of how to make it sound right .
Right now I'm blogging cos I'm stressed . I have 3papers next week ..............
but thinking about June . I just cannottttttttt wait !
PRESENT - Right this moment I wish I can make time stop and keep reading and keep reading and keep studying till I stuff everything I need to know in my head . Sigh , why don't I have a real life Doraemon that can help ? :(
PAST - Last week was quite awesome though , minus all the backstabbing and bitching and mindgames , I actually pretty enjoyed it . It's like we had endless time to play and endless money to spend . HAHA , until everyone realize we were near BROKE . shiat , sorry BOSS . HEHEHE , yes I'm pretty close to being ' broke ' .
FUTURE - JUNEEEE ! OMG it's been like almost half a year since we've really had our OWN time together . Back at home we always had to rush to go out . Cos you're working , after work , you;re always tired and needs to sleep . When we go out it's like 8++ , and your mom starts calling around 9 , and you seriously need to go home cos you need to work the next day . I really cannot recall when was the last time we actually had proper conversation . You would say all , but for me , kinda like .. none ?
I had no one to talk to , I missed you .
Luckily I got ' Yee ' like you ' call him ' , but please stop calling him that . HAHAHA .
I was looking at the calendar , counting the days . I was hoping that May would be forever non-ending cos I'm just so afraid of exams . I wish you were here with me , we can always motivate each other .
I miss the days we would just sit down , talk pointlessly . Then suddenly get serious and talk about some personal stuff , and go on to daydream and laugh stupidly .
It was great when there were only two of us ..
But then it got complicated cos now we're both x2 .
I don't want us to grow apart , I know you're always saying we're not and I always insist we are . BLAH . I still think we are , but I still love you .
It's okay , I HAVE YOU ( devilish laugh ) for 6days in a row , day and night 24/7 HAHAHAHAHAHA to torture you , and our wallets .
can't waittttttttttt ! * squeals in excitement and jumps around like gila .
Photo of the Day .
Totally spoiled him . HAHAHA
I can't help laughing everytime I see this .
xoxo
