The second I was told , I could really be honest and say I was jealous . I felt so uncomfortable and jealous , cos I cared . But the moment I saw you , it felt like what they said didn't really matter that much after all .
One second I felt like nothing changed , the next , I really didn't know how to say what I was suppose to say , you can say I was dumbfounded . The feeling is REALLY complicated . Or maybe cos I've been very tired and drama queen hasn't really been giving me enough break .
Maybe you felt that I was being weird , I'm sorry .
Until I sort out what this feeling is , I won't take a step further than where I already am standing .
Maybe it'll be fine tomorrow . (:
