i have a lump on my head, got it yesterday after the movies in the restroom. i hit my head so hard on the stupid steel thing that i had to stop and close my eyes and rest on something for awhile. how stupid can one get ? yeah, and it still hurts.
it's another morning and it's 2.46am in the morning, figured i slept too much in the afternoon, now i'm not even tired. GREAT! eesh. i've been sleeping around 2-4am in the morning for almost 3weeks now, no particular reason. cos i've just said goodbye to that stupid reason this morning. :) now i'm just trying to re-adjust my time and i'll be back to normal, i think ?
im no longer loading pics cos i've not been taking pics lately and if i upload them here, my page will be totally f-ed up, and i dont wanna screw it up, so i'll just leave it with words. Been going shopping alot lately, completely broke, waiting for next half of allowance coming next week. A friend of mine got a canon camera, like the DSLR type, wait, did i spell that wrong? IDK la, whatever. errm, it's not exactly the pro type lah, just something like that, i want one too! this is one of my, bad bad habits. i want whatever people have. :( BOOO. and after i get them i wont really use them and stuff.
I wanna get a new phone, my friend just told me Nokia e72 is now available for purchase at Lowyatt - near Sungei Wang there la. So, maybe getting next month or Jan. :D HAPPY! but i like e71's colour, the white one, iLOVE! DOUBLE.HEARTS!
a few hours ago, it was friday the 13th, to be exact, yesterday, didnt notice until bestie texted and told me. didnt seem like a bad day, cos i came home straight after class and slept until 6, i feel so lifeless. so boring lah! need exciting new life so, must move out if i get a good place with great deal. walking aint a problem, the problem is safety and stuff like that. Can't be bothered to tell mom, cos i already know her answer. We'll see, she loves me and i guess after i move, she can't do anything, she'll support me, hopefully.
friday the 13th, supposedly said to be an unlucky day ? idontknow, my upper lid has been jumping like crazy for 3consecutive days, which as a believer, well, sorta, makes me kinda happy cos it feels like something good's gonna happen. i can't exactly think of what i want to happen now, contented at the moment, (excluding the fact that i can't get enough of shopping) there's nothing else i want. :D
been watching drama on my lappie like there's no tomorrow, yeaps, right now im still up cos i just finished one of the epis of the hk series and after this im just gonna watch one more and bed time! its weekend, and since i don't have any place better to go, i guess i'll just be good, like how i've been with my uber boring life for the past 8months and stay in my room.
which reminds me... there's a student trip for all of us alevel students this dec, we've like over hundreds of students and they're offering for only 70students, and its selling like hotcakes. i can't go, cos i'll be in bru by then. BOO. how sad can life get ? im not sure if my friends are going, cos we only got the news from our lecturer today, we're going somewhere near KL area, 2days 1night, there'll be kayaking, hiking and rock climbing and lotsa fun outdoor activities. you cannot imagine how badly i wanna go ! :( and the best thing is they're offering for us at only rm90, my lecturer said the last time she brought her kids, she paid rm300+ per person, this was offered at a special rate for the college i guess. soo.. shat. i cant go. :( it's like so cheap i can go bang wall and get another huge lump on the right side of my head now.
i've also been fb-ing like crazy lately and its totally boring meeee! nothing new, nothing exciting has been happening, besides a sports day thingy which will be in SriKDU, within walking distance from my hostel ofcourse, it's also under our college, one of the famous schools in malaysia, according to my friends. its for smart kids. the sports day thing is prganized by our college, to raise some sort of fund is it? im not sure la, i dont really care also. cos like, all the happening stuff are only from two courses in our college, for mass comm students and H&T. they're totally enjoy college life while we're choking our lives with studies. zomg. i think im crazy la, why did i even try to challenge myself ? ohwell..
gahh, im done for today. really sleepyyyyyyyyyy.
time to whine :
everyone's missing someone and loving someone la, i wanna say imissyou to someone too! or iloveyou! but iloveyou is currently the most difficult word to say, even if i do get serious anyways. I WANNA MISS SOMEONE TOO! :(
IMISSYOU!
im so tempted to put imissyou on my pm, but i dont need questions like, hey, who you missing and stuff cos there's actually no one, and you have to waste your time explaining that you're actually putting for fun, which, no one would believe you, so. don't put yourself in the shoes of trouble. haha, and i've not been liking someone's ultra confidence lately. i told him i feel the same way he does, but i dont think he gets what i mean and i really malas explain to him, cos its time consuming and i've not been really patient lately. so, dear xxx, my pms are not for you, its just that i like the songs? and i put the lyrics on my pm sometimes, or the things i write sometimes. might let you think the other way round and give you the wrong impression. maybe i already did from the time we started gaining heat. im flirty, sometimes. who doesnt ? cos i thought you wouldnt get me as being serious, but you ended up thinking im serious. but doesnt matter la, as long as you're not serious, think whatever you want. im not really THAT into you, hope you understand that and i dont really care. i very malas lah. :D i guess you got that figured out. ( the part where i said i malas ) hahaha and your over confidence, its attractive, but i think you blur lah brother. well.. still, its all good.
stopping here for the day.
its really hard to put my thoughts down into words cos its really hard to explain this complicated relationship.. err, not exactly relationship, cycle lah cycle. so err, yeahs .
HAVE FUN USING YOUR IMAGINATION!
IMISSYOU! dontknow who la, but whoever la.
i wanna get into a relationship! so i can think of someone, and text and spend time doing nothing together. but i dont wanna be tied down. contradicting la blablabla. plus its also tiring to adapt to someone new, for me la, cos i very mafan. gahh, just stupid reasons from getting into a relationship anyways.
GOODNIGHT PEEPS.
MUAHS.
with love,
JennyB
